I Lost Myself

I lost myself that night I threw it all away Those are the things I've hated Then I went and caved in I'm a mess right now My heart is in two places Half is back at home The other's off and racing I've been Ruing and ruing and ruing and ruing away I know they'll catch me Ruing and ruing and ruing two opposite ways Two opposite ways I can't let my past catch me now, me now I can't let my past drag me down, me down I lost myself that night I